I may leave him, even though I love him. Even though I cannot imagine my life without him. Even though my children and family may never forgive me. I may leave him. I can't take the drinking anymore. Its not like he hits me or anything. Its just I miss him so much - the man I married, the man I fell in love with. Everyday I live with this pain I feel worse. Its been going on for so long now, but he won't even admit he has a problem.
He is drunk most every night and really trashed on the weekends. I can't depend on him for anything. God forbid something should happen at night and I need him. He can't stand to be around me unless he's drinking, but he says he still loves me. I feel like I'm losing my mind sometimes. Sometimes I dream of living away from him, but I always wake up crying.
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